365 days, 365 pictures. That's my goal. Am I a photographer? Spend 30 seconds looking around, and you will see clearly I am not. But I do love preserving these days I have been given so that I can one day look back and remember them, because my memory is just not efficient enough to count on. Trust me.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

day 31

January 31

This is a dangerous house to be in. You never know what could happen. If you do something wrong you could find yourself attacked with tickles, you could get jumped from behind and plastered to the ground, or worse yet:





You could loose an appendage.

Consider yourself warned.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

day 30



January 30

I pulled the camera out today to find something to take a picture of to fulfill my picture a day goal. I turned around and these girls were already posing. I had no choice, they had me at "is that a camera?!"

Friday, January 29, 2010

day 28


January 28

This is a sad, sad, day. The day where your child no longer is satisfied with life in his car seat. The day where your child can eat the handle bars of a nasty cart and devour every germ embedded in it. This is the day where he can see what's around him and reach out for things. But more importantly it's the day when you have to give him him something packaged off the shelf to play with and later have to distract him while you put it back before you check out. But you are not successful and he screams while you check out.

And you know the time has come to run your errands at night once again.
Yes, a sad day indeed.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

day 28


January 28

Cousins are the best. Especially when you can share a PB&J with them and discuss the complexities of life....

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

day 27

January 27

The other day I wandered from room to room putting things away and in every room I entered, the closets were open. My annoyance grew and grew. I was fuming to myself, haven't I taught my kids to do anything?! I mean, there is a reason we have doors on the closets. They hide the messes, I am desperately trying to ignore! I can't believe they can't even take the time to shut a closet door. Then as I walked into my craft room, I saw this:



oops.

Apparently, Hypocrite is my middle name.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

day 26



January 26

Hailey painted these little people last summer. They have adorned all the little nooks and crannies of our house ever since. They are always popping up in unexpected places...like the bathroom. Today they were on the kitchen table. I saw them and I realized how much I love seeing them everyday.

Monday, January 25, 2010

day 25


January 25

This bright little room is misinformed.
It's under the mistaken impression that it's a playroom.
It has no idea it is a room intended for sleeping.
I am hoping to explain this mistake to the bright little room so it can in turn explain it to the boy who should spend his night here.
Because I am having no luck in that department.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

day 24

January 24

I have a problem.
OK, I have a few, but today
it is ribbon addiction...
I have tried several different ways of storing it, but always run out of room.
But I think I have the problem solved:



I think it's totally functional and cute and I think it's really going to work.

So what if this is only 1/10th of my ribbon?

It's a work in progress.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

day 23



January 23

Today I got to have a little craft therapy with a friend. Now this person and I have a problem of not finishing things. This time we were determined to change that.
We didn't.
But it wasn't our fault!
We ran out of fabric. (hence the ultra thick ribbon covering the naked part)
But we will finish it.
At least I think so...

Friday, January 22, 2010

day 22


January 22

Somebody learned how to get into a sitting postition all by himself.
Somebody learned to pull himself up to standing position all by himself.
Now somebody is finally going to have to pull the real crib out and assemble it.

and none of them are me.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

day 21


January 21

Since we left the hospital with Hailey in November, Hailey's diabetes care has been in my hands.
It's been nerve wracking and intimidating.
It's been a challenge to go over to her school every two hours to care for her. The boys were not able to nap, they hated getting all bundled up every time they got involved in something,and it felt like I could do nothing but wait for the next trip to the school.
But today that all came to an end.
Today I passed the baton over to the school. They will be taking care of her diabetes during school hours.
I thought that would feel liberating, but instead it feels nerve wracking and intimidating.
I guess I should just get used to that feeling.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

day 20

January 20

First day with the kids back to school. Caleb was having withdrawls. It was book day. We began with my personal favorite:



I loved this book as a kid and I still get excited to read it to my children.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

day 19



January 19

Today we tackled the first grade animal report. This is a big deal because you have to get a first grader to write.... A LOT. Like, 2 whole pages. There's the whining and sulking and the spelling and the erasing and it seems like eternity but it's really only been an hour...

we're glad it's over.

day 18

January 18

A Monday off school? That almost makes Mondays a good day! We decided to head to the dinosaur museum. Unfortunately a million other moms had the same idea. The kids had fun anyway. But when I got home I looked at the pictures I had taken and I came across this little gem:



What is the matter with my children?
Hailey looks like she is falling through the atmosphere, maybe attempting to travel back in time to the age of the dinosaurs.
Jonas is of course acting his age by picking the nose of the dinosaur, while being very pleased with himself.
And the fact that Caleb's grimace/smile leads you to believe he is the calm and collected one of the bunch is a big hint that this picture is very odd.

day 17



January 17

I love the feeling of getting to turn off my alarm clock at night before I go to bed. knowing that I can just go to bed and not HAVE to wake up at a certain time. Even though I know that I will wake up at the exact time my alarm was set for or even earlier (thanks, kids), it still just makes me happy.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

day 16



January 16

Together they make a lethal team.

lethally handsome, that is.

Friday, January 15, 2010

day 15



january 15

Anyone who knows this kid knows he can make some faces. Crazy ones, silly ones, sad ones, angry ones, confused ones...
all of which could kill...
if it's possible to laugh yourself to death.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

day 14

January 14

Some times I can't believe I am 30.
30 with 4 children.
I am like, a mom. For real.
Then I wonder am I mature enough to be a good mom? Am I teaching them all I should? Can I really do this?

Then I see my kids. Like this:




And then I know, I totally asked those questions too late.

day 13

January 13

Most nights when Brian is home, my kids beg to play with him after dinner. If there are no estimates, marketing, or drafting for him to do he loves to oblige.
What do these children choose to do? Wrestle? Play Wii? Tell stories? Play board games?
Yes, they do all of that on occasion.
But they love doing something else with him even more.




Math.

No, I am serious. MY CHILDREN. They like math.

This is my first piece of evidence my children were switched at birth.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

day12


January 12

It's always a game to see who can say "Goodbye!" and "Love you!" last.
Today she won.

Caleb usually wins with his signature scream out the front door for whole neighborhood to hear, "GOOD BYE LITTLE LADIES!"

Jonas loves that.

Monday, January 11, 2010

day 11


January 11

Monday Mornings.
Need I say more?

Sunday, January 10, 2010

day 10


You know those Sundays where you just can't seem to find a moment for yourself? I have been trying to grab a few all day today and it never happened. It's 9pm,I am tired. 2 out of 4 kids are in their rooms falling fast asleep and I am desperately working on getting the others to follow suit.
I love these boys but right now, at this late hour,
I could use a little time out.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

day 9


January 9

Saturday. I love those Saturdays where we have nothing going on. With a family of 6 that is pretty much a rarity and that is likely why I love them. I love our family tradition of Saturday afternoon feasts. Basically we get a bunch of crap and eat it so much of it that no one has any desire for dinner. Then we do the same thing after church on Sunday.

Weekends rock.
So do traditions.

Friday, January 8, 2010

day 8


January 8

This is the story of a guitar.
A cheap, unassuming guitar.
A guitar purchased by justifiable doubtful parents almost 16 years ago for a 15 year old girl who was SO SURE she wanted to learn to play. She was positive she could teach herself. She got right down to business with the lovely guitar that day, and learned a few chords.
The girl never learned a single song on that guitar.
So it stayed in the girl’s room looking positively cool, but doing nothing than collecting dust until the girl met a boy.
A boy whom would visit on occassion and every time he did, he would pick up the guitar. The boy could play.
The boy would play songs he wrote about the girl.
The girl grew up and married the boy and guitar became more than just a teenage decoration.
It became a real live actual instrument through which many good (and some not so good) songs were created.
The girl and boy had children. Wild, crazy, children who loved the guitar when it made such wonderful sounds in the hands of the boy. The children were positive they could make equally lovely sounds.
The children loved that cheap guitar to pieces.
Literally.
The girl suggested they lay the guitar to rest.
In the garbage can.
But the boy who loved the cheap, unassuming guitar, not for its great cost or craftsmanship, but for the memories it held had, could not see it go.
He fixed the old guitar and he lovingly placed it on a special hanger in his bedroom.
And Every night he played it.
Every night still.
Every night he takes it down, if only for a moment to calm a crying baby or distract a 3 year old from tantrum, or to teach a 9 year old a chord, or to sing a lullaby to a sleepy eyed 7 year old. And the girl watches.
She watches
and she loves
the guitar
and the boy
and the small children
and the parents
who have all been such big pieces

of a life she cherishes.

day 7



January 7

One night a few months ago, Jonas wrote his first poem. I was amazed at its depth and maturity. He entered it in reflections. He won. He was so excited. Tonight the district winners were announced. He was so excited and riding high on confidence from his first win, fairly sure he would continue in his streak. He even got into a collared shirt for the occasion, and NO ONE asked him to. They announced 8 winners out of 40 or so names, and his was not one of them. The look of total dejection was heartbreaking. I wanted so badly to give him a giant hug, but that would have involved a public display of affection by a parent and we all know how horrifying that is to a young boy. So after it was over, we did what any parent would do: drown his sorrows in sugar.
After ice cream, he cheered considerably, telling us that he liked his trophy way better that the ones they gave out tonight.
Now THAT’s looking on the bright side.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

day 6


january 6

It's not like I am jumping out of bed singing to some chirpy blue birds in the morning, but I would call myself a morning person.

Before I became a mother.

And children cried or kicked me awake.
Before they came whisper yelling to my bedside that they have to pee and would like for me to accompany them.

In my life right now, I can't honestly call myself a morning person.
I drag.

But even now, in my sleep deprived state, I still love the quiet of morning.

I love that moment before I head into the monsters lair's and wake up sleeping children, when all is calm, quiet and clean.
I love in the moment before they all come charging upstairs, to look at my kitchen table.
I love to see it clean and untouched, instead of seeing a table that looks like a pile of toast exploded, while milk hailed down upon it and left in it's wake puddles of jam, dismembered lunch boxes, and random colored papers that are in need of my signature, sopping up the mess.



And that, my friends, is just the table.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

day 5



January 5

Santa brought our family a Wii for Christmas. He also brought Mario Brothers. Santa must have thought this would be good because 4 people can play together at a time. Santa must have thought that seemed like something that would be fun for our family to do together.
Tonight I wondered if Santa might have been wrong.
As I sat watching I heard everyone voicing frustrated insults at one another. Caleb was continuously yelling, "STOP EATING ME!" or "JONAS!! SPIT ME OUT!!"
I couldn't help but wonder if maybe Santa should have brought each child their own gaming system that they could play alone. Quietly. In their rooms.
Either that or a bunch of muzzles.

Monday, January 4, 2010

day 4



January 4

I don’t know where we got this hat, but I can tell you it is my favorite article of clothing for Porter. Seriously, you have to figure out how to get yourself one of these. So adorable. While you are at it, get the hat too.

day 3


January 3


My parents sent these little guys to Caleb all the way from Africa. Caleb has played with them every day since. For some reason, I am not quite sure why, but they have taken up residence in the library. I love them there. I love walking by and seeing what shelf they gone off to explore.

day 2


January 2

I love cooking and cleaning to music. Unfortunately in this new little home of ours, we have put the tv and the computer in the basement and I have had no way of listening to anything while I cooked. That is why I bestowed this little ihome, my gift my Best Gift Ever Award. Now I can plug in my little ipod and put it on shuffle and sing to my heart's content. And I can simultaneously pretend the sound is a pleasant one.

day 1


January 1, 2010


We have been enjoying a three day read-a-thon of sorts. We have all claimed our spots in the library and immersed ourselves in our new Christmas books. We paused for bathroom breaks and hot chocolate. Great way to start a new year, I say.